January 2017 we found out we were expecting. Super excited yet also very scared. I know we were told that there's such a low chance of this ever happening again but the fear never really goes away. Me and your dad didn't really get our hopes up until after that 20 week ultrasound. That's when we found out we were expecting a girl!! and she was healthy and growing properly. A wave of relief washed over us as going through what we went through with you Mason again would be unbearable.
Your dad always worried through the rest of my pregnancy, even though we knew your sister was healthy. If she wasn't kicking alot that day or I wasn't feeling great he always thought of the worse possibility. On October 11, 2017 at 11:19AM your little sister Lincoln was born. A full head of hair, 7.14lbs, 51cm long and healthy as can be. She's beautiful and so funny. It's hard because I know if we had you, she wouldn't be here and I can't imagine that. But I often think what my life would be like if we had you. My little boy, what would it be like to have a boy. You would be 2 and a half right now, a little terror i'm guessing. Maybe we would have all 3 of you? That would be the greatest outcome. You could protect your little sister, and big sister.
It's amazing how you can love another child just as much as your first. The love we have for little Lincoln is crazy. And of course your big sister Maia, I love her to death. My 3 beautiful babies. Your sisters will sure know about their brother. Maia talks about you all the time. You sit in our room and watch over us and Maia comes in and asks me to tell her about her brother. When Lincoln is old enough to understand she will too. I'm blessed to have 2 beautiful and healthy girls, and it's all because of you Mason that we have your sister Lincoln in our lives now.
Miss you everyday.
Love mommy